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Sunday, June 15, 2008
father's day?
i dont see a point in celebrating father's day. mother's day. or anything that has to do with my family. my family is just one super weird thing. i try to understand them but then it just never works. my parents are just so fake. argh. i really dont want to say this but. i just cant keep it in any longer. i try not to despise them but i just cant help it anymore.
having a dad who PURPOSELY rejects your calls cos he knows your going to ask,'mummy is asking where are you'. having a mom who keeps pestering you to call him[ as if he will answer]. she even gets angry cause she sees no 'effort' in me calling him [hello! i called 5 times already].
dad's sms to me: your looking for me?
my sms: mummmy is looking for you
dad's sms: COULDN'T CARE LESS
WTF! WHAT THE F***!im seriously that pissed. damn it.
den when he finally answered the call
dad: what?
me: why you never ans my call? mummy is looking for you!
dad: i dont care.
me: [WTF] WHERE ARE YOU?
dad: outside
me: where ah?
dad: [hangs up]
then i went tell my mom that he just hung up on me, without explaining where he was and stuff. i was super pissed. and you know what she said to me?
'why are you,as a daughter, getting so angry over your dad over small matters?'
WTF! i have a screwed up family... this is way i prefer to spend time with my friends than with my family. i dont feel wanted at all. its all so superficial. i want to lead my own life. i cant stand this anymore.
posted at : 2:53 PM
GEE GEE GEE GEE~ baby baby baby!
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