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Monday, September 11, 2006
hey hey.. i didnt blog for long.. had so much homework to do during the hols.. ahhh... stressed..
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today was such a normal.. pe was kinda boring can.. cos we only had less then 30mins.. sian can.. today elite didnt come to school.. also dunno why.. yep.. so leason after leason.. hearing boring teachers lecture as the day goes by.. me.. as usual trying to listen for the sake of having good results.. cos if dont do well for EOY.. my parents will not let me go shanghai.. how sad is that.. however im still in the slacking mood.. for no reason, i just cant think..
cca was also boring.. well.. maybe we should do something to make everyone wake up and work hard for our coming concert in shanghai and syf 2007.. thw whole orchestra sounds terrible.. even when we played simple songs like lin zhong.. it sounded a bunch of animals singing.. so many ppl were off beat.. they were pratically all over the place.. well.. this goes to show that we need to buck up..
im getting tired of cca nowadays.. it feels boring to be there.. im really trying to appreciate being in co.. still cca is getting pretty meaningless when your the senior.. its stupid cos when your the senior you get stressed with everything.. stressed about your section.. your instructors.. your studies.. your com members.. almost everything gives you a reason to worry about.. yet ppl around you blame you for getting too tight up with everything and worrying too much.. i mean.. cant we be serious and get down to business for once.. i mean.. just respect me as your senior/ friend..
i dont know wad to say but nowadays friends are drifting apart from you.. some even expect you to please them.. they dont even open up theirs heart to me.. how am suppose to know wad their thinking and wad they want.. im not the always happy-go-lucky caz chen who can always know wad your thinking.. im still a friend or even a human being who needs to know my friends more..
ppl say.. dont trust ppl too much even if their the closes to your heart.. im starting to believe it right now.. here and then..
posted at : 10:04 PM
GEE GEE GEE GEE~ baby baby baby!
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