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Sunday, July 16, 2006
[life is boring.. as usual.. only for some occasions den they will turn very interesting.. oh well.. i have to face up to reality.. although i have a life.. im still looking for something more than life itself.. i've been searching but i have no idea what i really want in life.. ]
well.. SACCB [ sac concert band] achieved a GOLD in their competition on 150706.. well.. i really envy them.. maybe its becos they've got a better intructor than us.. or maybe its becos they have the motivation.. or maybe becos SACCB is much more hardworking than those in SACCO.. how i wish SACCO.. had a sense of belonging.. im really hoping that the peer support buddy system would work.. but.. too many things have happened.. too many mishaps which are unchangable.. maybe our instructors should change to become more responsible and on task..
if CO continues to be so LACK.. wad makes us think that we have the standard to go for SYF.. maybe when we come back for the results.. we'll all be too disgraced to face anyone.. we wont even be able to face those in the orchestra.. CO should learn when to play hard and when to practice hard.. even if CO is improving.. all the PSBs [peer support buddies] would like to see the change by this years SHANGHAI trip.. honestly.. i would like to see a change before the trip.. we cannot continue to be a self-proclaimed united CCA.. thats totally unprofessional..
makes me wonder how SACCO will be like after the batch of sec 3s leave.. haiz.. will i ever have the chance to see CO in glory.. of us being confident and say [SACCO got GOLD for SYF].. maybe this day would come.. maybe next year.. maybe in 2009.. 2011.. 2013.. haiz.. who knows.. by then.. i would have long gone graduated.. maybe.. just maybe.. SACCO would be able to clinch a GOLD award in 2007.. actually.. a GOLD award is hard to attain.. given our current standards.. we cant even play a simple song right.. well.. we must start working hard den..
posted at : 5:12 PM
GEE GEE GEE GEE~ baby baby baby!
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